The Most Important Date of the Year

Today is one of the most important date/day that i will remember. I will not forget this date, 12 April. I can forget all the other occassions but not this one. It is the birthday date of the most important woman in my life. She been supporting me, going throw every up and down in my life.

Cocooning in her for around 9 months. Just after my 1yr-old birthday, i was involved in a freaking accident that almost cost my life. I still have blur memory of the incident. The memory of this has been my childhood flash back. I often ask her what had happened to me last time as i keep on recalling my head was covered with bloodied towel coupled with tremendous pain. She was running around looking for help as my dad was outstation during the incident.

1cm. Thats the length between death and life. The distance of the sharp stick that poke into my head to my brain. My doc will mention this whenever seeing me in his clinic. He says i am the most lucky kid that survived the most freaking accident that he had ever received.

She was with me throughout all the ordeal. As long as i can remember, i was hospitalized in the pediatric ICU ward for 1 year. From fat and hugable baby to skinny and fragile baby.

I would like to dedicate the following song especially to her:

无法可修饰的一对手

带出温暖永远在背后

总是罗嗦始终关注

不懂珍惜太内疚

沉醉于音阶她不赞赏

母亲的爱却永远未退让

决心冲开心中挣扎

亲恩终可报答

春风化雨暖透我的心

一生眷顾无言地送赠

是你多么温馨的目光

教我坚毅望着前路

叮嘱我跌倒不应放弃

没法解释怎可报尽亲恩

爱意宽大是无限

请准我说声真的爱你

仍记起温馨的一对手

始终给我照顾未变样

理想今天终于等到

分享光辉盼做到

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